So, I've given even more thought to just making a new xanga.

For a while, I just decided to stick with this one and not start all over. THere are, inevitably, people who will miss it and whatever. I know in the many times I've created new sites, I always lose people. But, at the same time, I look at how many "friends" I have and how little we talk to each other... so, I just feel like starting fresh. I don't know. Again, this site just feels cluttered to me.

Anyway, I'm hoping to work on this tonight. We all know how I am with making decisions.  I also am having a difficult time deciding a username, I know, I know. lol

I'm thinking either of the following (And anyone is allowed to say which they like better!  I know, I've asked this all before and all, but still...)

BellaVerita (plus some #)

Or

Megabyte. (I want to spell it differently or multiply a letter, but it ends up looking stupid. This would be one of my nicknames. My one aunt just started calling me megabyte and I kind of like that, hence where I got the idea from.

I like both, but can't decide which one I like more

Anyway, I'm hoping to get the site up tonight. And I'll be subbing people and I'll link it or something.

At least, I think.

I just want a clean slate. You know?

11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire. They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend. The criticism is distasteful and unjustified. What do you do?

See, this is one of those questions that I would actually have to be in, to know what I would do. I say that because, I'm shy. Generally, I don't talk much in a group of people... I listen. And if someone says something that I find rude, about someone else, I generally hold it all in and vent to someone else about it later. But, I'd like to think that I would stick up for said friend. One thing I do know for sure? I'd leave there with much less respect and admiration for said people!

12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?

When you grow up, do what makes you happy. Generic, I know.

Oh, and, don't forget to pee on your mom or dad at least once. I mean, hey, the parenting experience would not be complete without being peed on... at least once!

13.Would you break the law to save a loved one?

I've thought about this before, lol. It would definitely depend on the circumstances. Like if someone was holding a gun to my head and told me to break the law, in some way, or they would kill a loved one? I just might. You never know. lol. I wouldn't rule it out, lol.

14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?

Honestly, nothing comes to mind at the moment. Maybe if I had more time to think on it....

15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?

I'm scared to be alone in public. No joke. If I'm with someone, I'm fine. If I'm left by myself, I'm scared (hence why I'm fearful of getting a job). There was a time, after I got married, that I had a hard time walking to the grocery store, by myself. I eventually did, but that's a fear that is VERY hard to break, let me tell you. I haven't met many people like me, so... And I wish I didn't have this problem, either. It's for the birds!

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?

This one is easy. Because all people are different. Everyone has different things they love and are passionate about, that make them happy.

17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?

Toss up between getting a college degree and a job that I love and having another baby. But, more the first. At first, indecisiveness and fear held me back, and basically still does. Now, I add money to that.  *sigh*

18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

A couple of things, yes. Fear and some other unmentioned bad habits.

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?

State, probably... That's tough. Tennessee, maybe. Nashville looked so pretty from the air, lol. And I've always loved Missouri. Country, Ireland. I've always thought that I was part irish, lol, but I don't know if that's really true or not. But It sounds absolutely beautiful!

20. Do you push the elevator button more than once? Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?

haha, well, I'm an impatient person and I know I've done that, thinking it would come faster. I don't do that much anymore... because I know better and you only get frustrated. I do, however, stand there and say, "oh come on already!". lol